About Me
mmm soy una persona tuanis!! a veces cariñosa... con mis amigos!!!!!! me encanta desperdiciar mi tiempo con ellos!!! tambien me gusta salir a donde sea (no cualquier hueco) con gente tuanis...
Me gustan los deportes, soy 100% saprissista!!!!! me gusta viajar... conocer lugares nuevos, etc... estoy un poco loca, y la musica es mi vida!!!
Amo el grunge sobre todas las cosas!! y el metal!!!
Kurt Cobain es fue y siempre va a ser lo mejor!! lo amoooooo!!!!
Odio a la gente hipocrita y mentirosa, odio la gente q no tiene vida y vive de la mia jajajaja cm si fuera muy interesante... gente hey es mi vida yo la vivo como me da la gana!! y me molesta sobremanera la gente q aparte de meterse, criticarme etc etc me habla con todo el descaro jajaja!! odio la gente q no soporta ver a los demas felices, q no soportan ver una amistad verdadera, ver cm utilizan a la gente e intentan separala... odio a ciertas personas q se metieron en mi vida para dañar muchas cosas, pero igual sigo viva... so??? I'm sorry!!! me causa demasiada gracias las doñas necesitadas que son capaces de gastar toda su plata para sacar algo provechoso JAJAJAJAJAJAJA!!!
Y odio a los maes que tienen cada hablada de basura!! tambien odio los maes poco hombres q no pueden aceptar sus errores (q los cometen unas 100000 veces jaja no parecen ser errores)!!!! bueno en fin!! odio la mayor parte de mi pasado... pero sobretodo odio perder cosas q en su momento fueron importantes... en fin, todo es un ciclo y nada es demasiado perdurable.... y ya no amo mi presente... ahora es un vivir dia a dia q va pasando con las cosas buenas y malas de la vida!!!
Me da cosa encariñarme demasiado rapido con cierta gente, esa gente q hay una quimica rajada!!! y tener q alejarme de ellas porq si, :( odio extrañar.... pero tamb odio querer....                                    
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Interests
Favorite Music
Nirvana, Alice in chains, Pearl jam, The cure, Stone temple pilots, Slipknot, Children of bodom, Metallica, Crematory, LAcrimosa, Mudvayne, Rammstein, Nightwish, Kittie (they rule!!), Cradle of filth, Iron maiden, Hellowen, Tool, Cannibal corpse, kreator, Hammerfall, Ozzy osbourne, Dimmu borgir, dragonForce, Drowning pool, Opeth, Sonata arctica, Gun's n roses, Led Zepelin, Aerosmith, Velvet Revolver, A perfect circle, Korn, Pantera, 30 System of a Down, Evanescense, Within temptation, Staind, Godsmack, Disturbed, Static X, Nine inch nails,
30 seconds to mars, Incubus, My chemical romance, Stone Sour, foo fighters, Depeche mode, Placebo, Evolucion, Balerom, Aggressor, Heroes del silencio, Soda stereo, La ley, The verve, The distillers, Flyleaf, The used, AFI, The birthday massacre, Blessthefall, Skorbuto, Underoath, Enigma, Enya , Era… etc, etc…
Current Favorite Artists / Bands: slipknot, nirvana,nightwish,children of bodom.
Favorite Song: Rape me,drain you, heart shaped box, sappy,floyd the barber, happy?, dig, I fucking hate you, wonderwal, judith, people=shit,disasterpiece, liberate, are you in?, drive, enter sandman, fall to pieces, get inside, blotter.
Favorite Album: Slipknot, IOWA, In utero, bleach, morning view.
Favorite Music video:heart-shaped box, spit it out, I miss you, drive, dig, not falling, do the evolution, enter sandman. Incubus - Wish You Were HereAñadir a Mi perfil | Más vídeosVelvet Revolver- Fall To PiecesAñadir a Mi perfil | Más vídeosKoRn Somebody SomeoneAñadir a Mi perfil | Más vídeos
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Favorite Movies
saw, kill bill, sin city, spiderman todas!!! piratas del caribe todas!!!! harry potter tamb todas!!! V de venganza, etc.....
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Favorite TV Shows
smallville, csi miami, csi, friends, two and a half man, la media docena, Gossip Girl, South of nowhere.
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Favorite Books
no me gusta leer
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Favorite Quote
I hate myself and I want to die. how does it feel to be locked inside another dream that never had the chance of being realized?
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Journal
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" Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
my mind off the reality of my life,
my past life... life as I know it now.
And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears to somewhere in the back
of my mind. It will remain there,
until I wish to retrieve it.
Yes, I will stay here for a while,
for I need the break. A break from the
pressures of life, and everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands.
This mode is incredible. It's out of
this world. Too bad I must always leave it...
... but that's life. "
This song is dedicated to myself.... a good way to describe how I feel right now, after all things, I'm getting used to the suffering, but it doesn't matter any more.... like I always said, it a cycle, and I'm still weak to break it. It feels really good when you escape from the reality or try to avoid it.... when you try to left the past where it must be in the past.... no more suffering for things that never worked out... the same bullshit, the same asshole, nothing has changed, but I do, nobody really knows why I do the things that I do, why I react like I do in front of the situations, why I call best friend who I want to, why I do love someone who doesn't deserve it, why I have changed a lot.... no one knows how is my relation with the people that surrounds me, I don’t mind, it doesn’t bother me, if the people say whatever they say, I know who I am, what I feel what I want, what I do have and what I don’t, so if they have called me slut, bitch, whatever they did, it’s ok, if someone have made me cry a lot, felt like a complete shit and many other things… things are different now, those things are in the past, and now, the relation is different, something that it’s just me the one who understands that… I’m not fake, I’m not loving the things that once I hate, I’m the same one, it’s just that no one see that with the real eyes, it’s all lies and bullshit and try to blame me for everything, when it wasn’t my fault at all, people tries to makes me feel worst with things related to my past… hello???? I still fucking hate almost all my past, even the only thing that was good enough for me, now it’s a shit, I wish I’d never wasted that fucking years with him, why??? Because it’s not fair to care about someone who is so fake and deny almost all my past… about my loved one… I already faced it, it was difficult, but it didn’t mean a lot for me, because it was only a kiss… and he could make the same with too many people that surrounded me in that moment, actually, he tried that with “my best friend”, and the most difficult thing to understand is that she said “I don’t like him” but with some attitudes it seemed to be the opposite, whatever we never had anything for me to be jealous, the feeling was never the same between he and I, so, I can’t blame anybody for the things with him, you knew better that nobody in that moment how I loved that asshole, but you can’t understand that, because you have never loved someone who just use you while you are loving him, you don’t know how it feels and it’s so simple to criticize me, but you and no one knows how I feel…common I know all the times that with or without intention you indirectly called me bitch or tried to make me feel less than you… I always forget that shit… it didn’t bother me; I always tried to see the good things, but like you said, it doesn’t matter any more. I don’t want to remind the past… I want to bury that, bury my past loved one, who made me feel like the worst shit in this world… bury the past bad moments, bury everything that hurts me now… whatever, the past it’s just that, the past….. I’m ok with the things that I have now, even when people think that I’m fake, I’ve never been fake, it’s just that people make things that change my mind, however, it’s always the same, and it will be always, the deal it’s just face that… and like this song said…. Everything that may come, it will slowly disappear… so nothing last forever and it will be the same cycle all the life……
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